Chuckyzxz goes green!

Welcome back to myself.

2009-12-02T21:48:00.000-08:00

Hey. I'm feeling kinda guilty for not updating my blog. My computer crashed so I won't be updating that much. So, don't expect anything from this blog. And, to make things more fucked up, some shitpie asshole hacked my account and I can't access my account. Nice huh? Well, I don't give a damn about it anymore. If there's anything, contact me via phone or you can mail me(I'll check my inbox once I get internet access :D ). Wondering how the hell am I able to post without internet access? That's for me to know, and for you to find out. Shucks, I'm still looking for gifts for the percussionists..... From KEDAH. Haha. Will be looking for christmas gifts for ws percs(once I have the cash). :D Okay, that's all for now.

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2009-09-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hari Raya '09 pictures.

2009-09-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

I'll let the pictures do the talking. I'm lazy to type right now -.- HAHA. I'll update again when EOY is over. Top priority is my studies(wow, first hearing it from me. HAHAHAHAH)

Ahh, @$!@

2009-09-11T23:49:00.001-07:00

Hey, sup! To revive my blog, I'll update about the events that happened for the last two days. AHAHA!
Thursday, 10th September 2009.
On this not-so-beautiful day, I went down to Yew Tee to meet the seller of the mickey MP3. At first glance, I fell deeply in love with it. HAHAHAHAH! After paying, train-ed to Woodlands to watch G-force with mom&sis at Causeway. Cute movie, honestly :D 100 THUMBS UP FOR THIS MOVIE, SO, HURRY GET YOUR TICKETS TODAY! HAHAHAHAH. After that, bus-ed back home and immediately transferred the songs in my computer to the mickey mp3. Lol, and mom said this, 'no wonder you wanted to rush back home, you wanted to transfer songs right! *smile*' HAHAHAHA, she can read my mind now. But, I'm happy that there's no more fights, etc. Though, I don't think everything will resolve so easily. Of course, I know that there are still some grudges held deeeeeeeep down inside. Sigh. Anyway, Raya is coming, I AM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. Darn. This year's raya is going to be hell. I can feel it. -.-"

Friday, 11th September 2009.
Woke up at 9am and found that no one was at home. Sheesh. Mom&sis went for table-tennis practice while dad was at work. So yeah, did the usual morning routine, which is, checking facebook. HAHAHAH. At about 10.45am, I got ready, etc. Then, waited for sis to come back. At about 12;15, she finally reached home. Told her to get ready quickly cz we're late, and like, seriously late -.-" But, being a sloth, she took so damn long to choose her clothings, wash up, choose a suitable shoe to match her clothings, pick a bag, do her hair. My god, she's even worse than me. HAHAHAH. Since we were already late, taking the MRT would probably cuase us to be EXTREMELY late, so, took a cab instead. Tsk, a waste of my money. -.- But, I'm to blame.. It was MY plan anyway, lol. Upon reaching lot 1, we rushed to the mrt control station and met Deena. After that, went to the library to do our homework. The first hour went smoothly and I was actually focusing on my homework but after that, I got soooo distracted, i stopped and slacked. Sigh. Dini finished up her homework and was bored, so, she pulled out random books about different countries, ALOT OF TIMES. Poor girl, she must be darn bored. HAHAHAHAHA. Then, Deena called Hanis, and guess what? Hanis was sleeping -.- She was supposed to meet us at the libraby at 2pm but, it was already 2.05pm. HAHA, i shall try sleeping on a 'going-out' day and see what they'll say, LOL. After waiting, Hanis FINALLY arrived and she brought along Mayang :D Lol, Deena said, 'Dua-dua bawak adek, abeh aku bawak adek sape?' HAHAHAHA. Surprisingly, Hanis didn't bring or even do her homework. Thank god, at least i know I'm not the only one. LOL. Camwhored a little, haha. Suddenly, this girl came up to us and talked to us as if we've known each other. Weird. I panicked a little cz, she had a 'scew loose in her head'. We came to a point where we were scared shit and so, we left and went to the children's area. Played hide and seek. HAHAHA. Classic man. At about 4+pm, we walked around lot 1 and window-shopped :D After which, we went to the roof garden(I don't know the name of the place but its outside the cinema area). Got ourselves wet. HAHA. Then, we seperated. Me&sis bought pies from pie-kia after that. Then, bus-ed to meet her. After this part, I'm lazy to type. BYEBYE! :D

Sh*t

2009-09-01T01:48:00.000-07:00

AHHHH, damn it. I'm not done with the home economics coursework write-up man. Actually, I've done half of it already but, I forgot to copy it to my usb. The stupid write-up is still in the school's computer. Holy sh*t la cb. Sigh, so much research to do, so little time. And ugh, I'M IN LOVE WITH THE iRIVER DISNEY MICKEY MP3. Yes, I'm actually in love with an object. I can't stop thinking about it. LOL. I'm still persuading my mom to get it for me but sigh, she said I'll lose it in the future. Apparently, she can't get over the fact that I lost the red Adidas watch that she bought for as a birthday present last year. Ya, it was expensive but hey, atleast give me another chance ;(
(blogger's being a bitch again, so I can't upload a picture of the mickey mp3, so, google it yourselves. Sorry bout this..)
Hmm, I thought of buying them for my friends, but sadly, i'm out of cash. SIGH.
Persuading time, byebye! :D

Didn't go to school, again.

2009-08-31T02:53:00.000-07:00

'Sup man. Today is Teacher's Day, but, I didn't attend school. Sigh, asthma again. Plus, I was darn lazy to lift my ass up from the bed. Hahaha. Anyway, nothing much happened today, so, I'm just gonna post random stuff.
Oh, my results are like CRAP. Seriously.
Science; 20/50 (E8, actually, supposed to be F9. But, 'cher helped me look for marks.)
Math; 12/40 (F9. Constant failure throughout the year -.-)
Mother Tongue; 28/60 (D7. Improved.)
English; 18/30 (B4. Standard dropped by 3 grades D: )
Geography; 21/40 (C6. Dropped by alot of grades. MYE was A2 D: )
Results for History, Literature, FNN and Art not out yet. Stay tuned. LOL.

Quiz time! Mind you, I am bored to death.
Are you single? : Yeah.
Are you happy? : For now.
Are you bored? : YES.
Are you fair? : Nope, I'm brown :D LOL.
Are you Italian? : Do i look like one? -.-
Are you intelligent? : In a way.
Are you honest? : It depends on the situation.
Are you nice? : Some people think so. But some people's first impression of me is unfriendly D:
Are you Irish? : Bloody hell, NO.
Are you Asian? : Yeah! Proud to be one, in fact :D
Full Name : Nur Fitriya Bte Fitri
Nickname : Fee, Fit, etc.
Birthplace : KKH, Singapore.
Hair Colour : Black with a little bit of dark brown.
Birthday : 20 January.
Mood : Bored.
Favourite Colour : Green! :D
One place you'd like to visit : The Bahamas :D

THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
Have you ever been in love? : Of course.
Do you believe in love at first sight? : Uhm, at times.
Do you currently have a crush? : Nope, don't feel like having a crush.
Have you ever broke anyone's heart? : Don't know?
Have you ever been hurt emotionally? : Loads of times. I'm even used to it -.-
Have you ever had your heart broken? : Isn't this question the same as the previous one?
Have you ever liked someone and you'd afraid to tell them? : Hmm, yeah.
Are you afraid of commitment? : I admit, yes. But, at times only. HAHA.
Who was the last person you hugged? : Deena?
Who was the last person you said "I love you" to? : Someone?

THIS OR THAT
Love or Lust? : Love.
Hard liquor or Beer? : VODKA! LOL. Just kidding. Not applicable. :D
Cats or Dogs? : Hamsters? LOL.
A few best friends or any regular friends? : Any regular friends.
Pen or Pencil? : Pen.
Wild night out or Romantic night in? : Wild night out. HELL YEAAAAAAH!
Money or happiness? : Both are essential.
Day or Night? : Day. I'm more active :D
IM or phone? : Phone.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been caught sneaking out? : Sigh, many times. -.-
Seen a polar bear? : Yeah. They're cute and big! :D
Done something you regret? : Yes, due to my stubborn-ness and stupidity.
Bungee jump? : Don't think I wanna try.
Eaten food that fallen on the floor? : When i was younger.
Finish an entire Jaw Breaker? : What's a jaw breaker?
Been caught NAKED? : -.- I don't feel obliged to answer. LOL.
Wanted your Ex bf back? : .............Sigh.
Cried because you lost a pet? : Yeah.
Wanted to disappear? : Sometimes.

PREFERENCE IN PARTNER
Smile or Eyes? : Smile
Light or Dark hair? : Dark.
Huggs or Kisses? : ..........You know, I know.
Intelligence or Attractions? : I dont care.
TopMan or Zara? : I don't care.
Funny or Serious? : Both.
Shorter Or Taller ? : Taller.
Older or Younger? : Older/same age.
Outgoing or Quiet? : Outgoing but, knows his limit.
Sweet Or Bad ? : Haha, 50% of both?

HAVE YOU
Ever peformed in large crowds? : Yeah. Loads of times.
Ever talked on the phone for more than 1 hour? : Yeah.
Ever tried walking on your hands? : You think i can? -.-
Ever been to a Rock concert? : Sadly, no. But, would love to.
Ever been in a drama play/production? : Nope. But, i've watched one.
Ever been in a Rap video? : Ya, by FEE PRODUCTIONS. -.- But hey, i can rap~ -.-, NOT.

THE LAST
Last phone call you made: Dini
Last person you hug: Deena?
Last person you hung out with : Deena, Ummairah, Jeevitha.
Last time you worked: Forgot.
Last person you talked to: Mom.
Last person you IM'd with: Didn't IM for quite some time already.
Last person you texted with : Syahirah.
Last person(s) you went to the movies with: Natasha, Syahirah, Hanis, Stacia, Jeevitha, Carissa,Tricia.
Last person/things you missed : Well, No one.
Last website you visited: YouTube.

HAHAHAHAHAH

2009-08-27T03:29:00.000-07:00

Yo, didn't go to school today :D Headache + lazy. HAHA. Anyway, i missed out alot today. Sigh. And, i was damn bored but luckily, friends entertained me by texting :D Hmm, watched Marie Digby's music video, 'feel'. And shit, it made me cry. -.-" Anw, I just got my heart broken recently. Fcuk. I realised, loving someone so much, only causes me heart aches. Tsk, even if I pretend to be happy, someone will definitely notice that i'm pretending. I try not to cry, but hey, I can't help it man. Even if i did told him that 'i will move on', i find it fcuking tough. Of all the heartbreaks i went through, this one is the worst. Damn it. Well, just like the song, 'that's what you get when you let your heart win'. HAHA. Whatever SHIT that happened at Yew Tee, I'll forget it all. Don't even wanna remember it. Makes my heart ache so much. Anw, i texted that crap was just to let out how i really felt, the truth. I don't need a response cz, i already know that it's too late. I realised that i was a toy. A toy you can play with when you're bored. Wow, thanks man. It feel so damn great to be your toy. Well, what do i have to say? FCUK YOU.

BBQ @ Bukit Timah.

2009-08-23T22:37:00.000-07:00

Yo, wassup man. Didn't upload for like, 16 days already. -.- So, here to post bout yesterday's BBQ. Woke up at about 12noon. Then, took a shower and got ready to meet the rest. Took like, half an hour to choose my clothes. Haha. So, i got ready earlier than expected. What else? Play comp for awhile luh. Left the house at 3.20pm. What the hell, I thought i was late sia -.- Luckily, i was, a minute early. I was DAMN shocked when I got to know that there were only 2 girls, i thought got more sia -.- So, bought the stuffs at NTUC. Took more than half an hour can? After that, bus-ed to Bukit Timah to go to Shaun's house. Waaaaaaaah, his condo damn nice la >.<
Supposed to set up the fire, but in the end, they pushed each other into the pool -.-" LOL. And, half the guys were half-naked -.- My virgin eyes man. LOL. After playing in the pool, they went to the Sauna. While, me, Syahirah and Junyong(?) did the marshmallow thingy. HAHA. I was damn tempted when looking at the food siol. Naseb aku tahan nafsu untuk makan. LOL. So ya, got ready everything. skipskipskip. EATING TIME! (by then, it was already time to break fast.) bbq-ed the chicken wings, sausages, crab stick, bacon, etc. Syiok ah. LOL. Spent like more than 2hours eating lo. I eat only, 4 chicken wings, 3 crab meats only sia. LOL. Cz, i was kinda full. But they didn't believe me. LOL. Derrick said, 'give priviledge to Fitriya la..' and i was like, 'dont want la.. full already'. Then he gave me the shocked look -.- LOL. then, 'you sure not?' LOL. Then, ShunDa was the first class bbq chef sia. LOL. Bbq the chicken like pro siol. HAHAHAHAHAH. Then, another chef came. Guess who? Syahirah. Then another, Derrick. Pro right? BUT SADLY, cook like pro, but the chicken not cooked -.- The chicken skin look nice but, take one bite and its still not cooked. LOL. Bbq-ed the chicken alot of times can -.-" The guys eat like there's no tomorrow. HAHAHAHAH. Ashley,ShunDa and Zachary went off first(pangseh urh? lol.) After that, Melvin, Ben, Junyong(?) and the guy who nicknamed me 'drummer' went off as well. So, left with me, Syahirah, Derrick, JunJie, Devin and Shaun. Sat at the table and gossip. LOL. Junjie's idea lo. HAHAHAHAHA. We gossip then forgot that Shaun was bbq-ing the food alone. LOL. But gossiping with them was fun la. Alot of bullshit. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Then, SOMETHING happened. HAHAH, You know, I know la. 'counselling' hor. HAHAHAHA. Damn hilarious. But, sadly, you can't know. AWWWWWWWW, don't cry. :( HAHAHAHAHAH. After clearing up the pit, we chiow-ed @ 9.35pm. Took 171(gossip in the bus as well. Derrick talk so loud. LOL.) back to plaza to go to McDonalds. Continued to gossip there. LOL. Then at 10.30pm. everyone chiowed, Skipskipskip, reached home at 11.10pm siol. HAHAHAHA. That's it folks.
Oh,my geog paper only pass by 1 mark. WTF. 21/40 sia.(like, a c6/d7?)
Tsk, should have studied for the geog lo.

Life is on a happier note now.

2009-08-08T00:39:00.000-07:00

Hey! I know i've been rather pessimistic these few days. Forgive me for that kay? Anyway, yesterday's learning journey sucked like, _l_. What the heck man -.- . Went to this aeroponics farm then to sungei buloh then to another aeroponics farm again. Freaking tiring and hot! And, the tourguide nagged at us like fcuk. Seriously, he nagged at us for irrelevant stuff again and again( So annoying.) Nat and Stacia were humping on each other. My, my, it's so obscene, i shall not go on further about it. LOL. Ben, well, did alot of stuff, he even hecked care when 'cher was looking -.- So, after the stupid trip, the driver sent us back to school. Went to the toilet to change then walked to the gate. So yeah, lrt-ed to lot 1 with Syahirah, Hanis, Natasha, Stacia, Carrisa, Jeevitha, Tricia. On the way there, we had a little squabble. Sigh, luckily, it was not a serious quarrel. We watched UP at 1.20pm, thanks to Carissa's mom. Actually, we had to pay $8 cz it was an online booking. But, Carissa's mom told us to pay only $6. Wah, so kind. THANKS! :D Natasha was feeling unwell, so, took temperature. She had a fever.. But, she's all better now. Thank god. UP was funny, seriously. But, i was too tired so, slept during the movie but, i woke up when it was finishing. LOL. After the movie, Stacia went off first and so, the rest of us window-shopped until 4pm+.
Took the same train ad Tricia.. She alighted at Yew Tee while i alighted at Woodlands. Took 911 home and i saw ALOT of people i didn't want to see. My god, they spoiled my mood.
Reached home, slacked. HAHA.
Will post pictures, don't worry.

Sigh.

2009-07-24T04:40:00.000-07:00

SIGH.
I feel like giving up, man. I can't even scold properly. How am i supposed to lead the section? I feel like shit, once again. but, i keep telling myself to endure. I keep convincing myself to be motivated, to be optimistic. But hey, I realised my efforts are all in vain. I'm too fierce, they give attitude, too nice, they trample on me. Is this how it is when the previous section leaders were still in charge? I never thought it was THIS difficult. The members seem so dead. Why? Is it too tiring? Too boring? That they feel so dead? I keep thinking, ' Am i a bad leader? Am i not doing my job as an SL?' And, that Wednesday incident ticked me off but, only for a short while. I know, they don't like to get scolded. But, what can we do? Attitude, come late, want to pon band, no motivation, want to quit band. So, why am I fighting a losing battle? Why is this batch members unmotivated? Sigh, I want to do something about this.. But, what? I don't want to scold but, your actions really made me do it. Why join band, if you're not passionate about it? If you don't put your heart and soul into it? Is it just for the CCA points? Think about it. What happened to the motivation? Are we going to start from scratch cz of this? Please think about it.

Lost faith.

2009-07-18T06:09:00.000-07:00

I don't know why. But, I'm feeling rather pessimistic right now. Maybe cz of everyone's nasty comments.. I know I'm fat. I know I'm ugly. I know I'm not pretty and not even average! I know it all! I don't need you people to tell me that. So what if I'm 'happy' on the outside? That doesn't mean I'm happy in the inside.. I DIDN'T ASK FOR MYSELF TO LOOK LIKE THIS. I thought that, all these comments will eventually stop. But how wrong i was. It kept on going and going. And yeah, i totally lost confidence in myself. Lost confidence in everything i do.. I even lost confidence in singing. I thought that I should pucker up and sing but then, those comments came again. I'm seriously starting to think that everyone is lying to me. I don't have the up-to-standard vocals right? Then just say it.. Why lie to me? Always making me hope so much and in the end, my hopes are crushed. I even hate my body. Saggy breasts? Fatty? Big ass? I know all that. I wanted to lose weight. But you people told me it's impossible for me.. so yet again, i lost my confidence.. How nice isnt it? All of you have such nice bodies, nice faces, nice everything.. I feel like pulling out from the band.. I don't want to embarrass myself on stage and then, get cussed at. I've had enough of it all. I tried to stay cheerful for as long as possible, but i can't take it anymore. Have you people had enough fun? Enjoy making fun of me? Enjoy torturing me with your comments? Had enough?!!

HAHAHA!

2009-07-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

Monday, 13th July 2009;
Okay, so me, Syahirah, Hanis and Shaun went to Bukit Timah Plaza to survey the electric guitars. On the way to the bus-stop, we kept fooling around and took like, half and hour to get to the bus stop which was opposite BPP. lol. Then, Shaun played my guitar while walking there and we called him, 'ITALIAN MAN'. hahaha! Fking hilarious la. After we reached, had to climb a a flight of stairs. !!! Imagine carrying two guitars -.-" Haha. Shaun led us to the shop and we were quite impressed. Apparently, there was a package, Electric/bass guitar + Amplifier + bag=$285. Pretty worth it uh. So, me and the girls bought more picks for ourselves. LOL. At first, i had 5 picks then, i gave 1 to Ummairah and 1 to Syahirah. LOL. Then, Shaun saw this pretty cool guitar, i thought it was an okay price. Then skali, he asked for the price and it was $500+. I was like, ...... LOL. So, decided to eat first and then discuss. Went to pizzahut. Or should i say, PH? lol, it's an inside joke so, you probably won't understand.. HAHA! In pizzahut, we were freaking chaotic la. We laughed as if we were choking. haha. I have the pictures and videos, but sadly, i can't upload them. Sigh. Cracked ALOT of jokes there. When we were eating, we were in total silence, then, Shaun SUDDENLY laughed. LOL! I was like, 'siao ah?' then he keep laughing. Then i said, 'see, you make him laugh like that! He almost died cz of choking yknow!' LOL. Somehow, all of us laughed for no reasons. For example, me. I suddenly laughed, then the rest of them also laughed. LOL. Syahirah laughed, we laughed. Shaun laughed, we laughed. HAHA! Then, Syahirah took her pizza pan and played around with it.. HAHA. She was trying to make 'powerpuff girls'. She added chilli, cheese, pepper and what poofed out? POWERPUFF SAID! lol. Dont know why, but we suddenly disturbed Said. Lol, innocent sia he. But, too bad XP. AND! This weird song suddenly played. So seductive la! Then we kept laughing like mad. HAH! After eating, went home.

15th July 2009, Wednesday;
Nothing much happened today. Except for the discussion. FREAKING HILARIOUS! First, we were talking seriously then, out of nowhere, we talked about MJ and crapped around -.-"
HAHA. Did the crotch grab and did more stupid things. haha.
Recess was funny as well ><>
haha, then the rest of the school periods was about me and Daryl fighting, again. HAHAHA!
After school, the usual uh.
haha.
That's it uh.
Pardon my HORRIBLE english. I just dont feel like typing properly today.

'Sup.

2009-07-11T03:12:00.000-07:00

'sup people! Was busy these few days, so, i didn't have the time to update.
Anw, school was okay-ish yesterday. Recess, sang in class with Deena. Couldn't pull off the high notes cz there was So many people, I'm too shy. So ya, Deena was singing most of the time.. HAHA. Me? Slack but! I was singing inside my heart. CEH!
After school, went jamming. Ira and Shaun couldn't make it :( So, only me, Syahirah, Hanis, Natasha, Deena and Ummairah went. We were quite shy la. Cz, the other band was the seniors.. Not that familiar with them ah. But still, it was fun. After jamming, went to block 517 with Syahirah to get something. HAHA.
Then, today(Saturday), went jamming again. And! I learnt 'your call' by secondhand serenade! But, my hands are still not that fast enough. Sigh, Bilalah aku peh guitar skills ble improve? LOL. After that, Azhar taught Syahirah how to play 'This love' on the bass guitar. Cool :) The seniors were quite funny ah. I caught myself laughing loads of times.. Ohya, i still think Alep's voice is better than mine. SIGH. I'm still not there yet uh. Need to extend my vocal range a little bit more.. Then, Syaza came.. I love her hair man! and she's pretty too! (okay, this is random) After jamming, one senior, hairkal? haikal? Alah, i donno his name, sang something. FUNNY SIA! A song about going home. LOL. Then, the rest of the seniors joined in. HAHAHAHAHA! So ya, we left without even saying goodbye. Man, i feel bad about it.. But nehmind, there's still a next time.. So, went to Syahirah's house to practice.. Freaking funnny. Joked around in her house. I swear, i laughed loudly. i Totally forgot that her mom and brothers were at home. wtf. LOL.
Anw, shall continue next time.
Bb.

Tired.

2009-07-01T05:58:00.000-07:00

Hey (:
Updating again! Be honoured kay. AHAHA! Sorry ah, i'm too high.
School was great, i guess. MP4 lesson was the blast man! At first, me and Fabian were talking about someone. LOL. Then, Shaun joined in the conversation. Fabian was talking, then, Shaun flipped through the dictionary and found some words to describe Fabian. LOL! First word was, 'fugitive'. Then, 'slut', 'fuddly-duddly', 'pedophile', 'incest' and some other words(too obscene to post. HAHA!) We kept on laughing like mad. Alot of obscene stuff were said. Then, Julian joined in and we continued talking about random stuff. HAHA! I remembered one part, If i'm not wrong, Shaun said it? 'Huh?! You and your cousin had a baby?' or something like that. I was laughing my ass off. Talked about random and obscene stuffs until the end of the period. LOL. Then, ACE period. I almost fell asleep during ACE. Then, Haikal, Said, Aqif squeezed their way through, i THOUGHT of tripping them, but nah, I'm a good girl today. HAHAHA! And haiz, they never taupok birthday boy, Said. No fun lor. If they taupok, i take picture sia. HAHA! Ohya, then as i was falling asleep, i suddenly heard, 'look at Fitriya!' and so, i suddenly woke up. LOL. It was none other than Lizhen who said that. HAHA. After ACE, went to the toilet and changed. After that, went for band. Surprisingly, today's practice hurt my back the most. The previous practices only caused minimal pain to my back. But today, my back hurt like hell. Don't know why. So, disturbed Faith again. xP
After band, went to BPP with Ros, Clarisse, Florence, Valerie, Nizam. Bought some stuff and then we went to the pasar malam. Walk here, Walk there until we bought some food. Thanks Florence! For lending me the money. (: After the pasar malam, walked back to BPP and sat at Mcdonalds for awhile. After 1/2 hr passed, we went home.
Okay, done.
Byebye.

Transformers was fuggin awesome!

2009-06-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

Hey, 'sup. Didn't update for a few days cz my comp crashed. I was like, WTF man. Anw, comp is okay now. HAHA. Sooooo, I'mma update bout today, yesterday, and the day before yesterday. XD

24 June 2009(Wednesday)
Me, mom, Sis, Aunt Sharipah, Syaheerah, Kak Syafiqah and Abg Syafiq went for an Ice skating Outing. One word, AWESOME. Location? Kallang Ice World @ Leisure park. Real ice man. And, it's friggin cold. To make thing's worse, i was wearing shorts! HAHA. Ate at Coffee bean&Tea leaf. Ordered Pure Vanilla ice-blend while sis ordered Pure chocolate. Felt so farking full man. And there was cake as well. My stomach almost exploded. Haha. After eating, went ice-skating! The ice-skates was stinky :x But overall, it was fun. Though my toe felt like breaking + i almost froze to death. LOL. Took some photos as well. Mom and Abg Syafiq 'raced' each other at the ice rink. -.-" Mom whined like a kid cz Abg Syafiq cheated. LOL. I don't know how the hell those two get along. Dini, Mom and Abg Syafiq skated smoothly so i thought it was fuggin easy. Then, i tried to skate like siao also, but i almost fell. -.-" Well, ALMOST! hahaha. Dini fell like, 3 times? The last fall looked fuggin painful. Ouch. Abg Syafiq also ALMOST fell. Lol. Mom? Jatuh teruk siol. -.-" It was, HILARIOUS! Cz i was always sticking to the side of the rink, mom pulled me away and taught me how to skate. Or so i thought -.-... At first, she guided me through the ice rink. Then, she fuggin pushed me when i least expected it. WTF. I was struggling like mad to keep my balance. Wanted to take revenge but, i can't skate well. So, decided to forget about it. After 2 hours of ice-skating, we went to eat at KFC(nearest fast food restaurant. Sigh, i wanted to eat at MACS.) After eating, walked around the mall for awhile. Then, mrt-ed home. Felt so tired man.

25 June 2009(Thursday)

In the afternoon, went for a movie outing with the WS percussionists, Mellody and Veronica. Intended to have the outing with the Springfield percussionists but, they can't make it. So, too bad. Met up with them at CCK mrt. Well, as per normal, i was late. Everyone was already there.. Lol. HAHA. Sorry yo. Train-ed to Bugis, Florence kept cracking jokes and i couldn't hold my laughter, LOL. Booked the tickets for Land of the lost. Then, ate Uzumaki ice-cream. $3 for a small cup, but still, it was worth it (: Their mango and milk bubble tea ice-cream is awesome. You people should try it (:
After that, looked around for a place to eat. In the end, we ate at Seafood Harvest. It was something like Jack's place but, their food was only okay-ish. 2/5 stars perhaps? And yeah, we were late for the movie. The movie was at 2;50pm. But we went in at 3+pm. LOL. Luckily, it wasn't the exciting part yet. HAHA. The movie was funny. Alot of perverted scenes. heh. I'd rate the movie, say, 4/10? It was funny, but it didn't really amaze me that much. After the movie, went to Bugis Street for awhile. Then, i went off first. Train-ed back to Woodlands. Went home after that. Adjusted my hair, sprayed perfume and then, went out again. Met up with the usual people and we watched Transformers 2: Revenge of the fallen. It was AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! The movie was like, 2 hours 45 mins. My butt was aching but it was worth it! I won't tell you people what happened in the movie or else it'll be a spoiler XP And again, we looked for a place to eat. Swensens, pizzahut, long john silver closes at 10:30pm. And it was already 10:05pm. So, in the end, we ate at Burger King. Halfway when we were eating, they talked about my shaved eyebrow and that i might see ghosts. Tsk, fuggin freaked me out man. They kept on rambling about the supernatural -.-" I mean, pity the person who might crap her panty(me)! HAHA.

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Sigh.

2009-06-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

Hey yo :D Finally updating again. HAHA. Anyway, Me, Clarisse and Ros went to Springfield to help them with their music. Actually, it was an exco thing and it was cancelled but WE didn't realise it -.-" LOL. Train journey was friggin' long la. Like, 45-50 mins? Ccck to Tampines sia. And, must take bus somemore. After the train ride, took bus 69 to Springfield. When we reached the school gate, the security didn't let us in(i think. :/ ) Sooo, stood outside like idiots for awhile before calling Mr Lim.. HAHA. Apparently, they were having lunch at a coffeeshop. Sigh, so paiseh leh :x
Then, Mr Lim told us the direction to the coffeeshop through the phone. Walk, walk, walk. And we finally saw Justin :D He lead the way for us. Thanks dude! :D As we walked by, some SPF band members said hello and stuffs. Haha. So friendly :D
Sat with Cheryl, Mr Lim, Justin, JJ(?) and another malay guy. :D Oh, and i got to know that Mr Lim told the whole of SPF band that i liked _______. What the hell man. I was so embarassed lor. Sigh, what to do? Then, Mr Lim kept asking _____ to sit with us -.-", he even said, 'your loverboy come already'. LUCKILY, he haven't reach the table yet. If not, I'd probably hitch a ride from someone and escape. LOL. They kept disturbing me lor -.-". I remember one part where Mr Lim said, 'so how? Good?' I pretended not to understand what he meant until he dropped the subject. HAHA! After eating, they brought us back to Springfield's band room. Damn nice :D It was like, HUUUUUUUUGE (: And the percussion area was friggin COOL! Went for a 2 hour sectionals, i think. Watched them practice and stuffs like that. After sectionals, went back to the band room. Skipskipskip. At one point of time, the percussionists were peeking over the Timpani and kept staring. And they were like showing signals with their hands or something. If i'm not wrong, it meant, "pull?" Well, pull what? LOL. Didn't understand what they meant so, dropped the subject. The trombonists were seriously funny. We cracked up alot. :D After that, walked to the gate. Before that, some SPF and members said, 'bye' and waved or something. Then, we didn't reply and kept on walking cz didn't want to be paiseh. And, cz of that, i heard, 'sombong ah/seh.' Sooooo, I turned around and waved back. LOL. And i think i heard, 'yay' ? And someone was still waving. LOL. Then, we walked to the bus-stop to wait for Ros's father. Then, her father arrived and he dropped us at Lot 1. Thanks! :D
next, Clarisse accompanied me to the toilet cz i needed to pee. HAHA. After that, we went to the basement and separated there. I went to Old Chang Kee while she went to the pet shop. Bought some food and went home after that. At night, msn-ed with the percs. Talked crap alot :D
They are damn funny can? After that, Dad told me to sleep cz i didn't get enough sleep these few days which explains why i have panda eyes. Ugh, its so ugly to look at. I look like a friggin zombie now. So kids, here's some advice. SLEEP EARLY! :D
Haha.

Updated.

2009-06-13T03:59:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I'm officially the SL of percussion. Time to lead and guide my section. It's going to be rather tough since the percussion section is big. But, i won't give up. For the band, my section and for my ex-SLs, I will continue to strive as a leader, no matter how difficult it is. I'm going to change my section to be better, mark my words on this. :) I'm happy, but yet, I'm scared? Weird? HAHA.
And, Thanks Jolynn for the gifts and the chocs! I really appreciate what you did for the section, seriously (: Thank you for leading me, and making me a better percussionist. Oh, Thanks to all seniors for your hardwork! (: I will seriously seriously seriously miss the times when the seniors were still in band. It was more lively (: And, good luck for your O's, seniors! Go far and succeed in life (:

Okay, end of my speech (:
Anyway, the handover ceremony was fun and funny (:
When it was lunch time, my section and me went to BPP for lunch.
It was hella' funny, i tell you! (: Valerie and Florence were 'public marching' outside Starbucks while waiting for Evan. LOL. People were staring at us man. Melody, Sharmaine and Qidi just kept on laughing. HAHA. After that, went to McDonalds to eat. It was seriously funny when we were in McD. Faith was laughing like siao. HAHA! We were taking candid photos of each other and making so much noise yknow. People were staring at us, but heck. She took better candid shots of me. I only took a little. HAHA. Bus-ed back to BPP after lunch and i was still taking candid shots of her. HAHA! REVENGE! (; Outside school, Owen kept saying 'Bitriya' and i thought he said 'Bitchtriya', ROFL. I was like, 'bitch'? and he said, 'so you're admitting you're a bitch??' LOL. I almost killed him(joking.) After that, GAME TIME! Evan and me were the game ICs for 'do you know your band'. It was fun, seriously. When the last group finished, we went back to the BB court to wait for the water games. Damn effing fun! (:
After that, bathed and went to auditorium for the handover ceremony. The drum solo was abit, uhm, messed up? Well, we weren't well prepared for it. Sigh. I knew we could do better but, sigh.
Next, we had a buffet dinner. And, after that, went home (:

heheheh!

2009-06-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hahah, i don't know why but I'm feeling SUPER hyper now. Actually since just now la. LOL. So, Springfield Band came over to West Spring. At first, i was kinda shy and stuff but then, during foot drills, talked to one or two of the percs. They damn friendly man! (: i had no idea who the hell the SL was. And, their Assistant.SL didn't come. Then, later on, i found out that their SL was also the SPF's Assistant Drum Major. Then, lunch time! Ohya, i forgot to introduce the SPF percs. They are; Hamirul, Elsa, Darren, Bryan, NAT(short name), Bryan. (Is anyone left out?) Anway, lunch was fun! Took 15 packets of the food and gave them out to the percussionists. Sat infront of Elsa. At first, we were kinda awkward but as time ticked, she started talking a little. and yeah! A new friend! Hahaha. Ira and me were 'challenging' SIZES(uhm, heheh, dont understand? nevermind.). Haha, she said the guys kept disturbing her(hehe, terpikat kot? (: ) After lunch, went to the dance studio first. And after that, went to the parade square to practice for the Spring Carnival thingy again. And yknow what? The heat from the sun burnt my skin. Like, seriously. HAHA. After that, went for sectionals. Uhm, well, it was kinda CHAOTIC. :/

Wsmb percs taught SPFB percs how to play 8 7 6 5 cz their warm-up routine was different from ours. Theirs was cool man. Serious. Messy at first but then, improved a little. Moving on, we also did single stroke rolls. And hell, the SPF perc's SL damn pro can? He can do the single stroke roll damn fast, but me? Must practice more. Sigh. Skipskipskip. Then, i realised wsmb percs were a little distracted, so, gave them a short break before resuming sectionals. But, i'm kinda impressed by SPF's percussionists.
Then, we played our drum solo for them, and they played their drum solo for us.

Cool man. Hehehe, new friends!

Something happened.

Then, Hamirul took over for awhile. After that, he told me to take over again.

Did some pumping cz something happened.(I have no idea what the hell happened.)

Then, Nat(perc) advised me about some stuffs like, 'you control your section. Not your section control you. You gotta take charge.(not really accurate, but i think this was what he said)' Well, thanks. Valerie also gave some advice(Actually, alot) cz of that something. Next, sectionals ended and we played music a little. After that,SPF band packed up and got ready to leave while wsmb moved to the foyer to send them off. Hmmm, can't wait for the next exchange program with Springfield.

Tmr's the handover ceremony, I am damn confident about the drum solo. HAHA! UMBRELLA! ELLA ELLA! (:

That's all folks.

HAPPY TIME!

Band=tiring+fun.

2009-06-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hey, three days of band practice have passed. I'm starting to feel the strain on my shoulders(the quad tom is heavy la siol.), legs. But, no strain on my hands. HAHA! Anyway, today's practice was pretty fun (; Sigh, but i messed up alot during the spring carnival practice :( Hehe, atleast i played a little louder this time, instead of yesterday when you can't even hear the quad tom -.-" Oh, oh! I'm getting even darker now. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Heees. Skipskipskip, after lunch break, Mr ____ came and taught us (8,7,6,5), (single stroke), (double stroke), (R,L,L), (L,L,R), etc. He is damn pro la. Sigh, i also want to be like him. Damn damn pro. (: Then, practiced the drum solo for the handover ceremony from 4pm-5pm. Managed to finish it in 1 hour leh. All thanks to all the creative percussionists (: I'll try to film it and post it on youtube(hopefully.) Oh, and i have to sing Umbrella(by Rihanna) during the solo. HAHA! Then, they played around a lil bit.
Valerie; techno monks! *start chanting like a monk, the techno way. lol.)
Everyone burst out laughing non-stop.
Another one was;
Joey drops something.
Me; *Stare* Eh, (not happy ah?! but in chinese. Dunno how to spell ah.) You not happy come see me ahhhhh. *act pai-kia(sp?)
Joey; laugh like crazy
Me; laughs
Joey; *pauses* then laughs.
Me; dont laugh leh.. you laugh, also laugh. *laughs*
After, we continued laughing again.
Next, Mr ___ came in and we showed our drum solo.
Hahaha.
Anyway, i find this cute. (not accurate though.)
We are band members from West Spring Band!
We are proud to be a band member!
We strike with pride!
We march to glory!
And we will be the best! (we will kick your ass)
HAHA!
The exco had to sing that infront of the band in the morning.
(:
Hmmmm, anyone kind enough to teach me how to play a guitar?
hehe.
The end, babe!

Yeah, i won't give up. Not now.

2009-06-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
i may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
Keep your faith
-from Miley Cyrus's new song; The climb.

After listening to it, I realised many things.
I shouldn't lose my faith in everything.
I just gotta keep trying, push on and move forward.
And, thanks to Faizal(not my cousin btw. -.- different one. And, 'faizal' is not HER real name. HAHA!) for your 'cheer up' email and call.
Thanks Syahirah for understanding the situation i'm in.
Thanks Hanis and Deena for wanting to know what the hell happened and for being there for me.
Thanks passerby for the wonderful tag, though i may not know you, but still, your tag really cheered me up and made me realise some things.
Thanks Ashley for wanting to lend me the money. I really appreciated it (:
Though this 'battle' is still going on,
I'll still be the same me, I won't become an emotional person just cz of this situation I'm in.
Once again,
THANK YOU EVERYONE!

Blogger pisses me off.

2009-06-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hey.
New blog, new account.
Why? Blogger messed up my previous blog.
Ugh. Anyway, relink me kay?